Tantric Yogi Thought Ayahuasca & 5-MEO-DMT Were the Ultimate Awakening – Then Jesus Showed Up

Summary

I’m Patricia. I grew up in a small village in southern Germany in a Catholic family, and my early spiritual life was shaped by church attendance and a deep love for Jesus. As a teenager, after the loss of my granddad, I began exploring popular spirituality—diving into tarot, meditation, and even witchcraft. Later, while studying at university, I discovered yoga, tantra, and shamanism. For nearly 20 years, I immersed myself in tantric initiations, shamanic rituals, and even experimented with potent psychedelics like Ayahuasca and 5‑MEO‑DMT—all in search of an ultimate awakening. Despite all the experiences that promised cosmic unity, something still felt missing. My journey led me through Bali, India, and even a period of deep emotional dependency in relationships. Then, during a moment of intense inner darkness and after encountering unexpected healing in a church service in Lagos, I heard Jesus’ voice. That day, when I was baptized in the ocean, I knew I had finally come home. Today, as a teacher in Germany with renewed peace and restored relationships, I testify that no matter how many alternative paths we explore, nothing compares to the transformative power of Jesus Christ.

Time Chapters

 
01:01 Early Life & Church Roots
02:02 Granddad’s Death & Spiritual Shift
03:30 Exploring Pop Spirituality
04:29 Discovering Yoga & Tantra
07:00 Office Job & Burnout
07:26 Decision to Train as Yoga Teacher
10:05 Deepening the Spiritual Quest
13:00 Exploring Polyamory & Tantric Initiation
17:00 Journey into Shamanism & Ayahuasca
20:05 Dissolving Ego & Profound Experience
23:00 Encounter with Demonic Forces & Nightmares
27:00 Decision to Be Baptized & New Identity
31:00 Pilgrimage to Arunachala Hill in India
35:00 Conversation That Led to Bible Reading
39:00 Encounter in Church & Feeling at Home
43:00 Testimony of Transformation & Freedom
48:00 Encouragement to Connect with Jesus
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For years, many seekers turn to yoga, tantra, shamanism, and psychedelics to explore the depths of consciousness, healing, and divine connection. Patricia was one of them.

She spent 20 years diving into the most potent spiritual disciplines, journeying through yoga, tantric initiations, shamanic rituals, and some of the most intense psychedelic experiences known to humankind.
She traveled to Bali and India, studied Kashmir Shivism, and even experimented with Ayahuasca and Bufo (5-MeO-DMT), bringing her to powerful altered states beyond comprehension – known as the “ultimate spiritual peak”, or the “God-molecule”.

But even after experiencing what felt like cosmic unity and ego dissolution, the emptiness remained. The search was never-ending, the peace was fleeting, and the answers felt just out of reach.

Until one day—everything changed.
🔥 What if the journey doesn’t end where you think it does? 🔥

What happened next shattered every belief she held about spirituality. The light she experienced made even the most profound mystical and psychedelic experiences feel dim in comparison. And for the first time, the search was over.

In this video, Patricia shares 6 shocking revelations from her journey:

💫 The Deeper Layers of the Journey – What yoga, tantra, and shamanism illuminate—and what they leave unanswered
🌿 Beyond the Psychedelic Threshold – Ayahuasca, 5-MeO-DMT, and the glimpse of the Infinite—could there be something beyond?
🌀 The Journey of Expansion – Exploring the unseen effects of ego dissolution, non-duality, and deep mystical states
✝️ The Encounter That Changed Everything – When the Presence of Christ emerged beyond the psychedelic realms
🌟 A Homecoming Beyond Experience – Discovering a peace and clarity that required no practice, no substances, no striving
💖 Integration & Truth – What if the path isn’t about seeking more, but stepping into something already reaching for you?

✨ What if there’s something even greater beyond the “peak” experiences? ✨

This is a raw, real, and deeply personal testimony—one that challenges the very foundation of modern spirituality. If you’ve ever questioned the end goal of enlightenment, psychedelics, or mystical experiences… watch this now.

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