Summary

SummaryI’m Dr. Mark Rutland, and I battled depression from my youth into my late 20s, hiding it behind success 😊. In Thanksgiving 1975, I tried to end my life—first by ramming my car into a bridge, then by shooting myself in a forest. Both attempts miraculously failed, and I realized God’s hand was intervening 🙏. A Spirit-filled conference led by Ralph Wilkerson broke me as I wept, and when he prayed, I miraculously spoke in a language beyond my intellect—my baptism in the Holy Spirit 🔥. That night, everything changed: my despair gave way to power, my marriage was restored, and I’ve never struggled with suicidal thoughts since. Today, I share this testimony to remind you: don’t give up! God’s mercy meets you in the darkest moments, bringing hope and breakthrough 🌟.

The pain of depression had gripped him so tightly that the only release he could find was to take his own life… Dr. Mark Rutland details his battle with depression, the 2 failed suicide attempts involving supernatural intervention, and the statement one pastor would speak to him that would change everything!

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Dr. Mark Rutland Pages: Website

Time Chapters
 
02:10 Introduction to Depression
07:25 Failed Car Suicide
09:55 Gun Attempt
13:00 Miraculous Jam
14:45 Holy Spirit Baptism
17:30 Turning Point
20:30 Family Support
26:30 Message of Hope
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