Summary
SummaryI spent thirteen years chasing every new-age teachingβfrom Bob Proctorβs seminars to viral spiritual gurusβseeking freedom from my anxiety, panic, and a father-wound I couldnβt heal. π’ I built an online ministry around manifestation, breathwork, and mystical experiences, only to discover it led me deeper into darkness and deception. After a terrifying demonic attack at a retreat, nothing in the occult helped. In my greatest hour of need, I cried out to Godβnot knowing Jesusβand suddenly His grace flooded me. π I tasted mercy in an intimate wedding circle and found pure, non-judgmental love in the Orthodox Church. My heart was shattered by true humility, and I surrendered everything to Jesus. Now, Iβm a new creationβfree from fear, genuine in relationships, and filled with hope for the breakthrough He gave me. π
This is super emotional and hard to post. Ill share more later. Thank you all for the support and prayers, i can feel them and they mean so much to me. Most of these tears are tears of Grace, being so overwhelmed and in awe by the Lord, although some are also sadness for all those i have mislead directly or indirectly.
Shoutout to my friend @MelissaDougherty or encouraging me and helping me find the boldness to post this.
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Time Chapters
Β 04:50 New Age Fascination Begins 14:10 Struggling with Anxiety 16:30 First Deeper Spiritual Encounter 23:45 Disillusionment with Gurus 28:20 Manifesting Financial Success 32:10 Working with Joe Dispenza 37:05 Realizing Spiritual Deception 40:30 Terrifying Demonic Attack 42:15 Jesus Reveals Himself 44:30 Embracing the Bible 45:50 Finding Church Community 47:00 Life Transformation Decision
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