Summary
SummaryIโm Naya, and from the earliest days of my childhood my mom kept me in churchโso I knew God, but pride and rebellion crept in. At 15, I heard in Sunday school not to have sex before marriage, yet I convinced myself I needed love and made a choice that brought shame and heartbreak ๐. Out of that rebellion I became pregnant at 15. I was alone, in ninth grade, running from the fear of judgment and the truth that God had spoken over me. I remember thinking, โHow will I provide for my baby? I have no car, no home, no plan.โ I held onto my faith even when fear gripped my heart.
After my son Kase was born, I felt trapped by shame and selfโloathing. My father was in prison, I was abandoned by a boyfriend, and I sank into mental chaos. I tried to fill the void with substances and fallen friendships, and I even dabbled in sageโโnot knowing it was demonic. One night my house burned down, and I felt Godโs loving correction in that trial ๐ฅ. By age 16, doctors tried to diagnose me with schizophrenia, but while BakerโActed in a mental facility, a stranger spoke life back into me: โDonโt let the left hand know what the right hand is doing.โ Suddenly verses from Psalms flooded my mind, and the weight lifted. I was reminded I am a child of God, not defined by mistakes.
From 16 to 20 I struggled with suicidal thoughts, shame, and a reprobate mind, but the Lord never let go. At 20, I became pregnant again with my son Legend. My life felt stripped of everythingโfinances gone, housing gone, friends goneโyet God provided a space in a maternity shelter overflowing with love. Even when I was punched by my baby's fatherโs sister and nearly lost Legend, I cried out to the only One strong enough to save us. I spent nights wondering if Iโd ever recover, but God had a purpose. Three months before Legendโs birth, He answered prayer and I moved into an apartment Iโd been on a waiting list for two yearsโan โinstant prayerโ from a loving Father ๐.
Today, I stand here giving thanks. Iโm grateful for every painful lesson, because God used my mistakes to shape me. He healed my heart from depression, renewed my mind, and proved His mercy is greater than my shame. My sons are living reminders that God turns our โmistakesโ into His glory. I pray for every young girl trapped in the same cycle: God sees you, He loves you, and He has a plan to redeem your story. Walk in faith and watch His promises come alive! ๐โจ
I had to muster up the courage to share my story . Itโs been on my heart to share my testimony for a while now , as an act of obedience.
Please be nice in the comments if you donโt have anything nice to say donโt say it all thank you have a blessed day . ๐
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Time Chapters
ย 01:30 Disobedience and loss of virginity 03:55 Pregnant at fifteen 08:00 House burned from occult activity 11:30 Baker Act in mental facility 15:00 Second pregnancy at twenty 18:32 Assault while pregnant 20:09 God provides apartment
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