Summary
SummaryI was sixteen when I walked out of the church of my upbringing, frustrated by a list of religious βmust-dosβ that didnβt resonate. Eight years later, as a 24-year-old single mom, I faced my darkest hour: watching my five-year-old daughter critically injured in a motorcycle accident and life-flown to the hospital. In that car ride, I bargained with GodββIβll change, just save her.β When she didnβt make it, I was broken. Yet through that tragedy, Godβs voice whispered worth and pursuit. A move to Lincoln led me to Lincoln Berean, where Pastor Clarkβs clear teaching and the vulnerable honesty of a womenβs group reshaped my view of grace. I realized I couldnβt βearnβ Godβs loveβI needed Jesus. Today, I stand grateful: loss drove me deeper into His embrace, and community showed me grace in action.
In a moment of desperation, have you ever tried to bargain with God? βI will do whatever you want God, if you will just show up in this moment.β
Though both tremendous loss and unexpected support, God was showing Elisa that He was worth pursuing. The experience not only transformed her view of herself, but also for the first time, her understanding of grace.
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Time Chapters
Β 00:50 Loss of five-year-old daughter 02:55 Finding church community 04:15 Joining womenβs fellowship 05:30 Embracing Jesus
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