Summary
SummaryI was trapped in a relentless cycle of lust and laziness for years. What started as middle-school curiosity quickly grew into a porn addiction that robbed me of joy and discipline. In 2022, over a Panda Express meal, I truly met Jesus and felt the weight of my choices lift. Through journal reflectionsββgrind every chance I getββand the radical teaching that I could βsin no more,β I cut out sinful habits, embraced discipline over comfort, and found freedom in His power. Today, I still face temptation, but my view of sexual desire and work ethic has been forever transformed.
I am so incredibly grateful to be alive and to be able to have the privilege of making videos on YouTube. I will have a lot more videos coming, not all of them will have this kind of editing and format, but I did seriously enjoy every bit of making it. I thank God that he has brought me to a point where I can confess my sins to the world and be free from bondage. I hope I can inspire somebody with this, even if it’s just one person. I love every one of you, thank you so much for watching π
Credit to other creators:
VIDEO CLIPS
Grass Field Clip –
Jesus Saving Peter Clip –
Drone Shots – My buddy Andrew π
ALL OTHER CLIPS AND PHOTOS ARE MY OWN OR FOR FREE USE FROM STOCK PHOTO AND VIDEO WEBSITES
SONGS (In Order)
retire (final) – Alvedon:
green to blue (slowed+reverbed) – daniel.mp3:
Song on The Beach – Arcade Fire w/ Owen Pallett:
The Sound of Myself – Disasterpeace:
Swimming – Flawed Mangoes:
In Cold Light – Vanbur:
Cold – Flawed Mangoes:
Infinite Love – Emile Mosseri:
Where the Mountain Meets the Ocean – Brad Oberhofer:
Need 2 – Pinegrove:
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Time Chapters
Β 02:01 First Relationship Struggles 04:03 Encountering Jesus 07:42 Recognizing Laziness Trap 10:15 Claiming No More Sin 15:23 Joining Faith Community 16:31 Victory Over Lust
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