Summary
My name is Joshua, and I lost my fatherβwho was also my pastorβto a prolonged illness. Watching him suffer, I questioned Godβs absence, feeling abandoned in my deepest need. After he passed away, guilt, grief, and even suicidal thoughts overtook me. I stopped reading the Bible, praying, and nearly gave up on everything. One day, I audibly heard God asking how long I would stay in that misery. I resisted at first, but then, in my fatherβs old office chair, I had a life-changing vision of Jesus. He showed me I could choose either the pain of my experience or the truth of His Word. When I surrendered my hurt and embraced the Word of God, the weight of guilt and sorrow lifted. In that encounter, Jesus became my true Father and reminded me of His unchanging love displayed on the Crossβnot based on whether my fatherβs healing came, but on the reality of His sacrifice. I left that chair feeling born againβfilled with hope and restored purpose. Now, I serve others with renewed passion, sharing how Jesus truly heals the heart and breaks the chains of despair and fear.
Time Chapters
01:00 My Father’s Health Crisis
06:10 Questioning God’s Absence
10:02 Hearing God’s Voice
14:00 A Life Changing Vision
18:15 Choosing Word Over Experience
23:30 Overcoming Grief and Finding Hope
28:00 Encouragement to Embrace His Plan
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Suffering the loss of his father, Joshua almost lost his ministry and his faith until God stepped in and showed Joshua the plans and purpose for his life.
Quote –
βGod, today I die for my experience, and I live for your word.β When I declared that from my mouth, I saw Jesus get from the other side of the table, lift me up and put me back on that chair of my father. – Joshua
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