Summary
SummaryI grew up feeling like God didnโt want meโevery punch of disappointment convinced me I was unlovable. ๐ป By age 14, I was sneaking beers my uncle brought from his brewery job, chasing a spark that would quiet my anger and shame. High-school DWIs and a busted car wreck after payday only deepened my bitternessโuntil I hit rock bottom at 21. When my job forced me into treatment, I realized I couldnโt keep blaming God for my failures. ๐ I heard that Christโs sacrifice erased my past sins, and for the first time I believed God could really love me.
In early sobriety, I found freedom riding my motorcycle and camping in Godโs creationโeach sunrise reminding me of His grace. ๐ I heard, โMuch is given, much is expected,โ so I stepped out in faith, volunteered to help build our new auditorium, and saw God use ordinary hands for His purpose. Today, Iโm committed to recovery, service, and walking in the love I once doubted. Jesus saved me, changed me, and calls me forward every day. โจ
What do we really believe God thinks of us? Is he a God of love like everyone says or do our life experiences whisper something else? If we donโt get this one right, nothing else matters.
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Time Chapters
ย 01:16 Expelled and angry 02:55 Hearing of Christโs sacrifice 03:40 Freedom in sobriety 05:02 Building the auditorium
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