Summary

I used to believe I was in controlβ€”seeking validation through relationships, astrology, and even the occult. I struggled with deep loneliness, depression, and shame from rejection and my own destructive patterns, even battling a compulsive disorder from childhood. I treated God like a genie, asking Him to fix my life without truly understanding His power. Eventually, through painful experiences and a journey through heartbreak and failed relationships, I began to learn what true grace meant. I sought refuge in the Bible, attended church, and discovered that surrendering my need for control allowed Jesus to transform my life. Today, I give glory to Jesus for redeeming my character, healing my heart, and showing me that real freedom comes only when I let go and trust Him completely.

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Time Chapters

00:04 Golden Boy Rejection
00:18 Weeping & Surrender
01:00 Family Spiritual Touch
01:34 Struggles with Control
04:00 Loneliness & Anxiety
10:01 Diving into Occult
15:00 Witch’s House Encounter
22:00 College Heartbreak
29:00 Seeking Church & Grace
34:00 Transformation & New Life
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Michelle Watson
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Video Credits
Directed by Eric Villatoro
Edited By Joshua Gayle & Eric Villatoro
Audio Mixed by Paul Nicholas
Testimony Recorded in King of the Nations Church in Rockville, MD

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