Summary

I grew up fatherless, battered by rejection and abuse. A lonely seven‑year‑old, I chased the first embrace that affirmed me—another girl—and spent over 20 years in lesbian relationships, marijuana, and liquor, proudly shouting “I’m gay and proud” while serving at NAS Jax. Yet every buzz grew emptier. My mother’s sudden death left me raging at a God I barely knew. One night in 2008, after yet another blunt couldn’t touch the ache, I surrendered: “Lord, nothing works—teach me Your ways.” He flooded me with truth, broke every chain of pride and addiction, and filled me with the Holy Spirit. Since 2010 He’s sent me from Florida to Kenya and radio pulpits to shout: **“Jesus still sets captives free—identity is only found in Him!”**

Time Chapters

01:20 Childhood rejection
03:10 First same‑sex attraction
04:40 Military & gay pride
06:55 Mother’s death & anger
09:20 Addiction spiral
11:45 Brother’s rebuke
13:25 Surface salvation years
15:20 Total surrender 2008
17:30 Holy Spirit deliverance
20:10 Kenya mission & calling
22:30 Call to holiness

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Paula was torn between two kingdoms and searching for her identity. Everything in her life changed when she said yes to Jesus.

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I Found The Truth
Our purpose at I Found the Truth is to give every Muslim a chance to hear the Gospel through the stories of former Muslims who have risked it all to find the Truth. Our website will provide a safe space and opportunity for Muslims searching for Truth to engaged in a one-on-one real time conversation with someone who can help answer their questions about who Jesus is. We hope to elevate the Faith of Muslim Background Believers who live in the Underground Church. To wake up Believers globally to the growing phenomenon of Muslims embracing Jesus as Savior.
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