Summary

I grew up in a loving Christian home, but at 12 I was shocked into secret shame when my friend showed me pornography in a tree stump ๐Ÿ˜”. Guilt and fear battled with a powerful rush of curiosity that drove me into a hidden addictionโ€”searching through catalogs and sneaking lateโ€‘night internet sessions. I became a master of a double life: leading campus Bible studies by day while chasing lustful fantasies by night. My marriage brought a fleeting hope, but the weight of lies and sexual sin only deepened the darkness. In July โ€™99, after confessing everything in a raw unloading, my world crumbled when my wife walked away ๐Ÿ’”. At rock bottom, I faced two pathsโ€”death or returning to the Lover of my soul. I chose to run back into Godโ€™s arms, trusting in His grace to heal my brokenness and set me free ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ™.

Time Chapters

01:02 Introduction to pornography
05:20 Searching for erotica
09:15 Building a double life
12:30 College freedom & secret encounters
21:30 Confession & wifeโ€™s departure
23:00 Decision to return to God

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Jonathan talks about the childhood influences that helped mold him into a major sex addict.

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